Song Title
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Lyrics
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Another New Day
On CD
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Talk About Worry, Just Look At My Life
Three Kids Growing And Two Ex Wives
Lost My Home To A Mountain Of Debt
Cant Help But Wonder When I'm Missing My Bed
I'm Getting By On Dreams
Good Friends And Minimum Wage
I'm Working Hard, Putting All Of My Faith
In Another New Day
Now I Aint Bitchin And I'm Gonna Do Right
Hell, Everybody Got Thier Own Struggle And Strife
I Guess You Lie Awake Nights Just Like Me
Stressing Bout The Future, Till The Silence Just Scream
I'm Getting By On Dreams, Good Friends And Minimum Wage
I'm Working Hard, Putting All Of My Faith
In Another New Day
I Keep Hoping But I'm Keeping It Small
The Higher I Climb It Seems The Farther I Fall
I'm Telling Myself That It's Gonna Work Out
But Every Now And Then, You Know I Have My Doubt
I'm Getting By On Dreams, Good Friends And Minimum Wage
I'm Working Hard Putting All Of My Faith
In Another New Day
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As I am
On CD
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There is no boy in me, I am a full-grown man
They do not court me when I cross from good to bad
I don't pretend to be somebody that I'm not
And I don't brag about the things I had in loss
Yeah, I'm livin' my own live
Got nothing left to hide
You're getting me as I am
There is no child in me, I am not innocent
I do not see the world for more than what it is
I been convicted when I never did the crime
I been forgiven when I should have be pinned and canned
Yeah, I'm livin' my own live
Got nothing left to hide
You're getting me as I am
As I am
As I am
As I am
Yeah
There is no part in me that does not somehow lack
I broke in pieces that there are no ???
So don't you tell me, how I'm supposed to live inside
I've no intention so living in your lie!
Yeah, I'm livin' my own live
Got nothing left to hide
You're getting me as I ...
I'm livin' my own live
Got nothing left to hide
You're getting me as I am
As I am
As I am
Yeah
Aha
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Beast Of My Own Invention
On CD
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Am I a Beast? I Am A Beast
I Am A Beast Of My Own Invention
I Am The One, Who's No Ones Son
I Am The Patron Saint Bastards
I Am The Child Of A Mind Gone Wild
I Am The Spawn Of A Love Gone Wrong
Am I A? Am I A? Am I A? Yes I Am
Am I Your Dog? I'm No Ones Dog.
Ain't Got No Leash And I Ain't Got No Master
I'm On My Own. Ain't Got No Home
Ask Where I'm From
I Guess I Ain't Got An Answer
I Got No Past Cause I Don't Look Back
That's How It Is With The Devil On Your Ass
Am I A? Am I A? Am I A? Yes I Am
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Bringing You Down
On CD
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Is there no rythmn
Is there no rhyme
Is there no heaven up in your sky
Is there no beauty or tenderness
Is there nobody who will forgive
Is that what's bringing you down
Have you been broken
Have you been used
Have expectations just not come through
Have you been taken
For all you have
Have you been given a bunch of crap
Is that what's bringing you down
Did someone cross you
Or screw you round
Did they forsake you
Or throw you out
Did you go too far
And lose control
Did you get desperate
And sell your soul
Is that what's bringing you down
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Cold Light of Day
On CD
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I don't count on noone
I ain't got no dreams
I don't walk with Jesus
(S)He don't walk with me
Now I'm standin' in the cold light of day
I was born into trouble
And I grew up the same
That's what led to this prison
And this number for a name
And me standin' in the cold light of day
Apprehended in the cold light of day
In my cell there's a window
But there ain't much to see
'cept for ten minutes daily
When that sun shines down on me
And I'm standin' in the cold light of day
Yeah I'm standin' in the cold light of day
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Crazy Or Insane
On CD
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I Could Show You True Worry, Bout The Evils Of Dispair
Bout The Serpent And Deception And All The Games That Arent Played Fair
I Might Lead You Down The Path To The Palace Of Excess
To The Den Of Degradation, Where Your Worst Is At Its Best
And Still You Want To Walk With Me, Still You Want To Do That Thing
Are You Crazy Or Insane
Like A Lone Wolf Filled With Hunger, Like A Viper In The Grass
You Wont Even See Me Comin', Till It's To Late To Turn Back
I Will Take You Where The Angels Dance With Demons In The Dark
Where The Devil Is The Dj, Holy Spirits At The Bar
And Still You Want To Walk With Me, Still You Want To Do That Thing
Are You Crazy Or Insane
If I Were You I'd Start Runnin', Best You Just Let Go My Hand
I Could Never Make You Happy, You Deserve A Better Man
Dont You See What Lies Ahead With You Lyin' In My Bed
Even If I Said I Love You, Been To Long That I've Been Bad
And Still You Want To Walk With Me, Still You Want To Do That Thing
Are You Crazy Or Insane
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Damned
On CD
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I Wake up Every Morning Holding my Head
Takes all my Energy to Get Out of Bed
Been up all Night with Worry And Trouble in Mind
I'm Bound to Fall, It's Just a Matter of Time
I'm Damned if I do And I'm Damned if I Don't
I'm Damned if I do And I'm Damn! D if I Don't
Been Working Like the Devil the Job's never Donne
Scrape Out a Living But it Just Aint Enough
Sometimes I Want to Give up And Lay Down And Die
I'm Just to Busy Though to Give it a Try
I'm Damned if I do And I'm Damned if I Don't
I'm Damned if I do And I'm Damnfd if I Don't
I Know There's no Solution, it Is What it Is
No Use Complaining, you Just Deal with the Shit
There's Nowhere you Can Run To
There's Nowhere to Hide
You Best Accept It's Just a Hell of a Life
I'm Damned if I do And I'm Damned if I Don't
I'm Damned if I do And I'm Damned if I Don't
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Dead Man's Drop
On CD
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Yes you've been broken
Yes you've grown old
No you ain't ever gonna make it alone
Yes you've been foolish
Maybe too proud
Yes you're on the edge
And it's a long way down
You better hold on with all you got
'Cause it's a dead man's drop
Yes you got bitter
Yes you've grown cold
Yes you're uncertain of all that you know
You're pointin' your fingers
Layin'no blame
But this what happens
When you're stripped to your faith
You gotta hold on with all you got
'Cause it's a dead man's drop
Maybe it's over
Maybe you're donw
Maybe a wise man would give up and run
Maybe an answer
Waits at the end
Or maybe the darkness
Is your only friend
You better hold on with all you got
'Cause it's a dead man's drop
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Dead of the Night
On CD
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It's a black starless sky
But there's nowhere to hide
Cause the demons I fight
They all come from inside
And they mess with my mind
Twistin truth into lies
Yeah I fuck with my mind'Till I just want to die
In the dead of the night
I feel lost and afraid
Like a child in a grave
I feel old and alone
Too far gone to feel hope
There's no peace to be found
There's no mercy around
No escape into sleep
No redemtption for me
In the dead of the night
There's a clock on the wall
Keeping no time at all
And a hundred watt bulb
Shining mean in the hall
And I'm pacing the floor
Feeling desperate and small
Thinking maybe it's better
To give up and fall
In the dead of the night
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Diggin' My Own Grave
On CD
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Tough luck, tough times
Got worry on my mind
Work hard, get payed
Don't count for anything
I'm diggin'diggin'diggin'my own grave
Go out, get drunk
Because I'm feeling fucked
Pass out, fall down
Do I feel better now?
I'm diggin'diggin'diggin'my own grave
I know, I'm screwed
I guess I'm born to lose
There's no hope
It's no use still I've got work to do
I'm diggin'diggin'diggin'my own grave
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Enemy
On CD
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I guess you know that you're tearin'it out
I guess you know that you're tearin'it out
I guess you know that you're tearin' my heart out of me
I guess you know that you're burnin' it down
I guess you know that you're burnin' it down
I guess you know that you're burnin' down all my dreams
Why can't you see
I'm not the enemy
You stole my cash and you left me to pay
You stole my cash and you left me to pay
You stole my cash and I payed in so many ways
Why can't you see
I'm not the enemy
I guess you know that you better stay clear
I guess you know that you better stay clear
I guess you know that you better stay clear of me
'Cause now I can see
You're the enemy
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Fill 'Em Up
On CD
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Fill 'em up with goodness, fill 'em up with truth
Fill 'em up with problem that even solved you lose
Fill 'em up with promise, fill 'em up with dreams
Fill 'em up with nightmares awake and in their sleep
Fill 'em up with knowledge, fill 'em up with waste
Fill 'em up with habits they're never gonna break
Fill 'em up with anger, fill 'em up confuses
Fill 'em with excuses when you know they want the truth
Fill 'em up, Fill 'em up, Fill 'em up, Fill 'em up,
It's not enough
Fill 'em up with choices, fill 'em up with rule
Fill 'em up with ?????, teach 'em to be cruel
Fill 'em up with kindness, fill 'em up with love
Fill 'em with destruction, introduce 'em to their blood
Fill 'em up, Fill 'em up, Fill 'em up, Fill 'em up,
It's not enough
Over tun 'em with the facts and the lies
Mix 'em up and let 'em guess
Over flow 'em with a purpose in life
Before they know their wrong from right
Fill 'em up with hatred, fill them up with greed
Fill 'em up with imitation tell'em that it's real
Fill 'em up with violence, fill 'em up with fear
Fill 'em up with hesitation
Fill 'em up
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Good Man
On CD
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Bats in the Attic, Rats in the Walls
Snakes in the Cellar Round An Old Pagan God
Junkies in the Alley, Dying At your Feet
And the Preachers Sellin Heaven Like a Dime Bag on the Street
I Wanna be a Good Man. I Wanna be a Good Man|
But the World's Full of Wicked And you Got to Survive
All the True Believers Raising up in Arms
all the Helpless Children And Their Mothers Broken Heart
All the Lost Consumers Looking for a Life.
All the Bullshit Gurus in Their Million Dollar Shrines
I Wanna be a Good Man. I Wanna be a Good Man
I Wanna be a Good Man But the Worlds Full of Wicked
The World's Full of Wicked And you Gotta Get By
The Rich Are Getting Richer, the Poor Are Getting Fucked
the Only Way to Get Ahead is Crime or Just Dumb Luck
Lookin Out my Window Thinking Bout it All
I'm Wondering Where the Line Is That a Good Man Doesn't Cross
I Wanna be a Good Man. I Wanna be a Good Man
I Wanna be a Good Man, But the Worlds Full of Wicked
The World's Full of Wicked, the Worlds Full of Wicked
And you Got to Survive
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Hanging Tree
On CD
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If you Don't Want Me, Please Release Me. Tell me And I'll Go
Ill Burn the Bridges That Connect Us, Purge you From my Soul
Just Cut me Free From this Hanging Tree
I've Tried to Hate You, Extricate you From my Troubled Heart
But all in Vain, I'm Still the Same, I Want you in my Arms
Or Cut me Free From this Hanging Tree
Please Cut me Free From this Hanging Tree
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Heaven Help Me
On CD
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I'll meet you at midnight, I'll wait in the dark
Down in the graveyard by that old wooden cross
Yeah I'll bring you a rose and sing you a song
And make you a promise to do you no wrong
Heaven help me
Those poor fallen angels, who cry their black tears
May whisper about us but why should we care
They know nothing of hell, no they're not even real
But we're flesh and blood and I know how I feel
Heaven help me
So make up your eyes like the queen of the nile
I'll sharpen the toes of my shoes with a file
Yeah you on your best dress and I'll press my suit
And tell you I want you and know that it's true
Heaven help me
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High Hopes
On LP
On CD
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Monday morning runs to sunday night
Screamin' slow me down before the new year dies
It wo't take much to kill a lovin' smile
And every mother a baby cryin' in her arms
Singin'
Give me help, give me strength
Give a soul a night of fearless sleep
Give me love, give me peace
Don't you know these days you pay for everything
Comin' from the cities, comin' from the wild
I see a breathless army breaking like a cloud
It's gonna smother love, it's gonna shoot your hopes
Before the meek inherit they'll learn to hate themselves
Singin'
Give me help, give me strength
Give a soul a night of fearless sleep
Give me love, give me peace
Don't you know these days you pay for everything
So tell me someone what's the price
I wanna buy some time and maybe live my life
I wanna have wife, I wanna have some kids
I want to look in their eyes and know they're gonna stand a chance
Singin'
Give me help, give me strength
Give a soul a night of fearless sleep
Give me love, give me peace
Don't you know these days you pay for everything
Got High Hopes
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How You Lose Your Innocence
On CD
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Go ask a scarecrow
Go follow a rainbow
Go chase the wrong girl
Around the world
That's how you you lose your innocence
Live like you won't die
Walk on the wild side
Go to the crossroads
And play for your soul
That's how you you lose your innocence
Let down your loved ones
Play with a cocked gun
Flirt with disaster
To get what you're after
That's how you you lose your innocence
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I Don't Want this Worry Anymore
On CD
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Dig a Hole And Put it Six Feet Under
Throw it to the Lions in my Heart
Make Sure Every Piece Is Disassembled
Then Take a Nine Pound Hammer to each Part
I Don't Want this Worry Anymore
I Don't Want this Worry Anymore
I'm Tired of it Fucking with my Precious Little World
I Don't Want this Worry Anymore
Cast it From Thew Relm of my Existence
Hang it From a Tree Untill it Rots
Beat it Till it Shows you no Resistence
Then Crucify it on this Very Spot
I Don't Want this Worry Anymore
I Don't Want this Worry Anymore
I'm Tired of it Fucking with my Precious Little World
I Don't Want this Worry Anymore
Chain it in the Public Square And Stone It
Stick a Red Hot Poker in each Eye
Throw it in the Deepest Darkest Abyss
Damn it Down to Hell And Let it Fry
I Don't Want this Worry Any More
I Don't Want this Worry Anymore
I'm Tired of it Fucking with my Precious Little World
I Don't Want this Worry Anymore
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I'll Dream Of You Tonight
On CD
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The last time I looked in your eyes
It made me hate the world here's why
'Cause you weren't mine
And you were all I wanted
I tried to hide the best I could
How beautiful I thought you looked
Despite the fact my heart was cut wide open
I'll dream of you tonight
I crucified myself last night
With verbal cross and mental spikes
And drinking wine I almost felt like Jesus
But then I realized too late
A martyr needs a proper stage
And I was too shit-faced
To try and fake it
I'll dream of you tonight
So tell me what else can I do
I've been a devil poet fool
I've even shyly brought you broken roses
I've crossed your name
When I was drunk
And swore I didn't want your love
But lying to myself is fucking useless
I'll dream of you tonight
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Man Gone Bad
On CD
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Gotta reputation for raising hell
Gotta reputation and it suits me very well
People say I'm wicked maybe even mad
People say I made a deal
And shook the devils hand
Like a man gone bad
Gotta reputation for breaking rules
Gotta reputation and I do believe it's true
Maybe cause I don't care
What they think I am
Talkin'shit about me
Is their way of getting back
At a man gone bad
Got a reputation it'll stick on you
Gotta reputaion I just gotta laugh
Little minds are scared
Of what they do not understand
Like a man gone bad
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My Hard Livin'
On CD
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I don't like trouble
Although it seems
Wherever trouble is that's usually where I'll be
I got no reason
Explaining why
All I can say is that I've got a wicked side
Is there no forgiving
My hard livin'
I was good boy
When I was young
Until I found that you can't count on anyone
Then I got angry
Yeah I got mad
That's how I found out that I'm good at doing bad
Is there no forgiving
My hard livin'
I met my maker
He said to me
Looks like you made a mess of nearly everything
I said now really
Are you surprised
When after all ain't I the apple of your eye
Is there no forgiving
My hard livin'
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My Angel Whore
On CD
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Hey Woman, with the Red Dress On
Hey Woman, you Are the One I Want
And I Want More, I Want More, I Want More
My Angel Whore
Hey Woman, Please Say You'll be all Mine
Hey Womanow Till the End of Time
Cause I Want More, I Want More, I Want More
My Angel Whore
Hey Woman. What Am I Gonna Do?
Sweet Woman, Cant Keep my Hands Off You
Cause I Want More, I Want More, I Want More
My Angel Whore
My Angel Whore ... my Angel Whore
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Nevermore
On CD
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That's the Devil Knocking, He's Been Round for me Before
Says I Owe Him Something, But What it Is I'm Not Quite Sure
But I Best be Leaving, Before He Settles up the Score
Show me to the Back Door. Show me to the Back Door
Show me to the Back Door ... Shit It's Now or Nevermore
I've Been Running So Long with That Bastard on my Heels
Shit I Really Fucked Up, I've Lost Everything That's Real
I'm Without a Future. All Because of One Bad Deal
Show me to the Back Door. Show me to the Back Door
Show me to the Back Door ... Hell it's Now or Nevermore
If He Asks About Me, you Pretend We Never Met
You be Careful Honey. Cause He'll Start Messing with your Head
And if He Offers Something, you Make Sure you Don't Say Yes
Show me to the Back Door. Show me to the Back Door
Show me to the Back Door ... Honey, Its Now or Nevermore
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Not A Lot To Ask For
On CD
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Just show a little more respect
Don't make her choices for
You say you want to do what's best
Well keep your hands off her scene
She'll do as much for you and more
That's not a lot to ask for
You know she likes to have you 'round
But she don't need you all the time
Not when you're out of line
Sometimes it'wise to use the door
That's not a lot to ask for
You got to learn to take it slow
Know when to let it go
Don't make her feel like she's closed in
She'll do as much for you and more
That's not a lot to ask for
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Purgatory Road
On CD
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Is your Head Crowded with Confusion
And your Heart Filled with Bitter Cold
And your Dreams Revealed to be Illussion.
I'll See you Down on Purgatory Road
Down on Purgatory Road
Are you a Man Without a Future
Have you Done Used up all your Hope
Do you Feel Lost Beyond all Restitution
I'll See you Down on Purgatory Road
Yeah Life's a Bitch on Purgatory Road
Have you no God to Justify Existence
Is There no Keeper for your Soul
Does Faith Provide you no Assistence
I'll See you Down on Purgatory Road
Down on Purgatory Road
Yeah Life's a Bitch on Purgatory Road
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Save my Ass
On CD
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Well, I bought a plastic Jesus
And I put him on my dash
And I told that plastic Jesus
You're here to save my ass
Well he just turned his back
And that Jesus up and ran
So I drove down to the crossroads
But the devil he just laughed
Yeah standin'on the crossroads
Looking at me spat
He said don't stand a chance
When I won't save your ass
See, my doctor T. done told me son
You're going fast
So choose you next words wisely
Cause they might be your last
I could not help but ask
Can't someone save my ass
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Sound Of The Sun Going Down
On CD
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When it's late November
And the skies are grey
Will I be sittin'alone at the end of the day
Will I feel the sorrow of a wasted life
Will I be too empty inside to cry
Leaving just the sound of the sun goin'down
Will find myself on the thirteenth floor
In a one room squat with a bar on the door
Looking out the window at a factory wall
Waitin' for something from heaven to fall
With just the sound of sun goin'down
Well it ain't too often that it crosses my mind
Just on real bad days when nothing goes right
In the still of the night when the lights go out
Will I find my peace in that final hour
Leaving just the sun of the sun goin'down
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Swear
On LP
Video
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I won't bother asking you what you've done
Though the rumors all point to something going on
See the past is the past and I'm not going to dwell
But I better never catch you with someone else
So I will put it to you once and never again
Swear ... if you want to be a lover, if you want to be a friend
Swear ... then take five fingers and put 'em to your heart
Swear
es double-u ee ay are
Hand over heart and
Swear ... that you love me
Get a judge and jury
Bible to your hand
Got to tell the whole truth nothing less than that girl
Swear ... that you love me
Swear ... that you need me
Swear ... that you want me
Swear ... tell the truth
Hand over heart and
Swear ... that you love me
Swear! (echo)
Swear ... that you love me
Swear ... that you need me
Swear ... that you want me
Swear ... tell the truth
Then know the heart is
Swear ... that you love me
Get a lie detector
Strap it to you heart
Look into my eyes and tell me who you love girl
Swear ... that you love me
Swear ... that you need me
Swear ... that you want me
Swear ... tell the truth
Hand over heart and
Swear ... that you love me
Wan't bother asking you what you done
Though the rumors point to something going on
The past is the past and I'm not going to dwell
But I better never catch you with someone else
Put it to you once and never again
Do you want to be a lover do you want to be a friend
Now take five fingers and put them to your heart
es double-u ee ay are don't lie don't lie
Swear ... do I need a judge and jury
Swear ... with a bible in your hand
Swear ... to make you tell the whole truth
Swear ... nothing less than that
Swear ... should I strap a lie detector
Swear ... to your heart to your heart to your heart
Swear ... tell me that you love me
Swear ... don't be smart don't be smart don't be smart
Swear ... tell the truth
Swear ... tell the truth
Swear ... tell the truth
Swear ... tell the truth tell the truth
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The Only One
On CD
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Wicked State of Mind
On CD
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Lately I've Been Thinking Some Things, I Hate to Admit
Lately I've Been Saying Some Things, Best Left Unsaid
I'm in a Wicked State of Mind, I'm in a Wicked State of Mind
Most all the Time
Looks Like I've Crossed That Line, Stepped Over to the Darker Side
Look Into my Eyes, You'll Find They're Cold As Ice
And Right Behind, You're Gonna Find
A Wicked State of Mind
Lately I've Been Seen Around Town with Undesireable Types
Goin' Into Places no One with Any Respect Would Waste a Night
I'm in a Wicked State of Mind, I'm in a Wicked State of Mind
Most all the Time
Looks Like I've Crossed That Line, Stepped Over to the Darker Side
Look Into my Eyes You'll Find They're Cold As Ice
And Right Behind, You're Gonna Find
A Wicked State of Mind
Lately I've Been Asking Myself: Is this the Best That it Gets
Lately I've Been Telling Myself: you Better Get Used to It
I'm in a Wicked State of Mind, I'm in a Wicked State of Mind
Most all the Time
Looks Like I've Crossed That Line, Stepped Over to the Darker Side
Look Into my Eyes You'll See They're Cold As Ice
And Right Behind, You're Gonna Find
A Wicked State of Mind
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Where I Lost Hope
(Unreleased)
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I keep my heart in a little black box
I got a key and I keep it locked
I take it out sometimes but not a lot
I keep my heart in a little black box
I keep my dreams in a cellar below
Down in the dark where no one dares to go
They stand there frozen in the bitter cold
I keep my dreams in a cellar below
Here in this home where I lost hope
Here in this home where I lost hope
I keep my soul on a ball and chain
It weighs a ton so it can't escape
I give bread and water once a day
I keep my soul on a ball and chain
Here in this home where I lost hope
Here in this home where I lost hope
I keep my pride down in empty will
It's got no bottom far as I can tell
And if it does I swear it leads to hell
I keep my pride down in empty will
Here in this home where I lost hope
Here in this home where I lost hope
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